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The Plan by Linda A Spencer So, from those two things that greatly influenced me, I subconsciously developed a plan. I wanted to change the weaving that had been done. The first agenda was to do everything right. That's not hard is it? Actually, Nike was not the first ones to come up with the slogan "Just Do It." That's been active in my life long before Nike ever thought of that. The second plan of action was to find others who would somehow right things for me - since the teacher rejected me, I wanted to find someone who would accept me and make me feel loved. But try as I may, because of my wrong thinking, I couldn't really believe I was lovable. I rejected myself. I tried hard and felt kinda good when accomplishing. But there was always a general sense of guilt. I tried all sorts of things - over-depending on my friends; going along with their brands of religion or non-religion. And I must admit that happiness or peace and acceptance was not what I found. I was working my plan, my weaving, (insert graphic of underside of the weaving) and it looked like this; all I could see was the underside.
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